What should I do now?

I’m having doubts about the way I lead my life. Sometimes I think I should do the right thing but I can’t seem to be doing it right. It’s about everything – my job, my family, my friends, my love life…

I wished that someday I’ll be able to find the answers to all the questions in my head. I feel that there are missing pieces in my life that were supposed to make me a happier person. Or should I be a different person to feel happier? I wished my life weren’t that complicated even though it may seem not. I wished that I could’ve met nicer people in my past. I wished that I could have chosen a better career path. I wished that I didn't make many wrong decisions in the past that have caused the present to be the way it is now. I wished that I've not met the ex-bfs. I wished that falling in love was a little bit sweeter. I wished that all my wishes can come true...

I wished for so many things and that made me a little envious when someone else’s life is the kind that I’ve always wanted. Whatever it is, I should be grateful for what I have now. It could’ve been worse...