Dugaan, dugaan…
I’m in my 10 week pregnancy right now. Only God knows the things that I’ve been through. I cannot wait to deliver. It is just too long. Initially, I couldn’t cope with the vomiting, dizziness, sleepiness, headache, frequent cramps in my tummy, severe backache, frequent urination, bloatedness, slight bleeding at you know where, difficulty sleeping (yah, this one I cannot tahan. I had to sleep with pillows on my back coz if I sleep flat on the bed, I felt like vomiting. Even till today. Poor me!) but now I’m coping very well. I think as time goes by, I kinda get used to the sickness. Coz it’ll never go away.
Now, I’m on 1 week MC(been taking lots of MC lately). The vomiting is under control but now the problem is about my heart. Yah, I do have a heart condition. I think I did mention it in my older posts. And because of this pregnancy, the heart condition is getting worse. I was breathless every single day except when I’m sleeping. But sometimes, I was awaken by the occasional ‘attack’. It’s not easy not being able to breathe normally. It’s been going on for almost a month now. A doctor told me that it might get worse when I’m at a later stage of my pregnancy. And giving birth might be a tough one for me. Then another doc said if I experience a bad heart condition, I had to go to the emergency dept at KKH immediately. Scary huh!
But I leave it to God. Only from Him comes this sickness and only He can cure me. If only I seek his help, Insyaallah, things will be smooth sailing for me and the baby.
Just yesterday, I visited the National Heart Centre again after 10 years. Previously, they released me because my condition was stable and there’s no need for anymore follow-up. But I’m back to do the tests again. ECG(as usual) and a Full Echocardiogram. I noticed the equipments have changed a lot. More advanced I would say. All that, including seeing the doc, cost me about $450. There goes my money. They said that my condition is still the same and there’s nothing to worry about. But what causes the more frequent breathlessness and ‘attacks’? Sometimes these docs always say ‘Oh, it’s nothing to worry about!’ until something happens. Anyway, I will need to go back to NHC again next week to see the doc and spend more money.
Sham, initially I promised to buy you a wedding present but I hope you understand. I had to rest at home. I’ve not been to any mall since I’m back from my trip. No energy lah. I even had to force myself to attend your wedding and try to maintain my looks tapi macam tak menjadi. I still look tired right? But the both of you look great. I’m so happy for you.
For anyone who’s reading this, please pray for me that I’ll get well soon.
Now, I’m on 1 week MC(been taking lots of MC lately). The vomiting is under control but now the problem is about my heart. Yah, I do have a heart condition. I think I did mention it in my older posts. And because of this pregnancy, the heart condition is getting worse. I was breathless every single day except when I’m sleeping. But sometimes, I was awaken by the occasional ‘attack’. It’s not easy not being able to breathe normally. It’s been going on for almost a month now. A doctor told me that it might get worse when I’m at a later stage of my pregnancy. And giving birth might be a tough one for me. Then another doc said if I experience a bad heart condition, I had to go to the emergency dept at KKH immediately. Scary huh!
But I leave it to God. Only from Him comes this sickness and only He can cure me. If only I seek his help, Insyaallah, things will be smooth sailing for me and the baby.
Just yesterday, I visited the National Heart Centre again after 10 years. Previously, they released me because my condition was stable and there’s no need for anymore follow-up. But I’m back to do the tests again. ECG(as usual) and a Full Echocardiogram. I noticed the equipments have changed a lot. More advanced I would say. All that, including seeing the doc, cost me about $450. There goes my money. They said that my condition is still the same and there’s nothing to worry about. But what causes the more frequent breathlessness and ‘attacks’? Sometimes these docs always say ‘Oh, it’s nothing to worry about!’ until something happens. Anyway, I will need to go back to NHC again next week to see the doc and spend more money.
Sham, initially I promised to buy you a wedding present but I hope you understand. I had to rest at home. I’ve not been to any mall since I’m back from my trip. No energy lah. I even had to force myself to attend your wedding and try to maintain my looks tapi macam tak menjadi. I still look tired right? But the both of you look great. I’m so happy for you.
For anyone who’s reading this, please pray for me that I’ll get well soon.
1 Comments:
aduh present sy gak awak terpikirkan..takya ler.
sugar, tke cre of urself ya..dugaan semua sementara aje ye. nanti insyaAllah biler bebi da pop, u wil b a hapy mumy ya. sy doa semua akan A-ok! kesian sy dengar. kalo pa pe pls sms sy ye.
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