Nothing to write abt...

Everytime I wrote something personal and later decided to publish it on this blog, I ended up deleting it. Ok, maybe not so personal, more like my real thoughts, my dreams and expectations. How I wish I know what my future holds for me. At least I’ll know what needs to be done, so that I won’t be too disappointed if things didn’t turn out the way it was supposed to be.

My point is that I’m not able to express everything here and that builds up the frustrations. That is the only disadvantage. It has also caused my occasional disappearance lately. Should I just go back to my normal journal writing instead?

Anyways, now I am trying to be less talkative ever since one of my colleague started her numerous questions asking about my life, especially about my love life. I’m not revealing anything and therefore, I became a quieter person at work. It’s not like I’m THAT close to her. It’s that she THOUGHT/ASSUME that we are close, like sisters. Duh! I hate that! When I like something and wanted to buy it, she said that we could get the same thing coz we are sisters. Don’t you feel irritated? She’s like a leech and will follow me wherever I go. Do you know how hard this is? The more she wants to be close to me, the more I will stay far away from her. But, of course, she didn’t realise it. HELP! SOS!

I need sleep now. Gotta face her tomorrow. Sigh!