I cannot take it anymore…

I cannot remember when was the last time I cried on my way home from work. I cried today, in the bus. No one saw me, of course, because I was seated behind the bus driver and the lights were a little dim.

Something happened at work but I’m not going to write about that. I feel that I had enough and I just can’t seem to be able hold on to this job any longer. All I want is to get out of this ‘prison’. I even thought of getting a part-time job first and at the same time search for a suitable job for myself.

Oh God, please help me during this difficult times. I’m left with no more patience that I had to let it out thru my tears. I don’t want to cry again. Only God knows how much I’ve suffered so far. And I didn’t want to bore darling with my work problems too. So I guess, it’s just me and I had to make a decision fast.

Just a few hours before I reached the office, I had such a great time with darling but I’m surprised how my emotions can change so fast from a happiest person to the saddest person in the world.

Did you know that my favourite website now is jobsdb.com? And yes, I’ve not been updating my blog because I was busy looking for a new job. I cannot stay another day in that office anymore. I can't...

"Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menempuh segala dugaan yang sedang ku alami sekarang ini. Amin."

Hopefully, my upcoming trip will help me pull myself together and find the path that is good for me, my future, my family and my religion.