I'm Back...

It's been a long time since my last post. A lot of things have happened but unfortunately I’m not able to write it down. Planning a wedding is not an easy task especially when there’s no one to help and I’ve got to do it myself, besides my parents of course. Not like darling, he’s got his brothers and sisters to manage almost everything. My sis is too busy with baby Hana, so, she doesn’t have the time unless something big happens that she must show up.

It’s less than a month away and I’ve yet to settle a lot of things. I’m just afraid that I might miss out some things. This is the time when a lot of ‘cabaran & dugaan’ comes. I hear a lot of negative things from my married female colleagues. I wonder if they are jealous or that they deliberately want me to feel unhappy. By the way, I hate them for saying all those things. Imagine I’ve got to tolerate all those negative remarks almost everyday. This is sometimes why I hate to be around lotsa women. They gossip like nobody’s business. They criticise and condemn men like they are the most perfect creatures on earth. Then why are they still married? To hell with them and their filthy mouth. That is why I’d rather keep to myself at work. Tak kuasa nak argue lah...

None of them gives me any positive encouragement except one. But I believe that if I think positive, I’ll lead a much better life than any of them. Who cares what they’ve got to say. What matters most is that I’m happy with the man I love.

Anyways, I’m counting down the days. I’m so excited and I cannot wait to be officially someone’s wife. I feel like a newborn baby coz...

...marriage is just the beginning of a whole new world with lotsa joy and happiness. :)