Back with a pinch...

I know someday, people i know will eventually find out about my blog but i refuse to let that reality influence me. I had to do what i had to do. Maybe i was afraid or maybe i'm really timid. The truth is, DISSENSION is what i'm really afraid of. It's like some kind of a phobia. My hands will tremble if someone shouts at me. To me, i think, it's untreatable. I'll forever be like this. I couldn't stand up for myself. I think i'm a total failure in this aspect of my life.

Gosh! I have to do something about this. But how?