It’s time I let it out…

An incident last Sunday has somewhat made me a little unhappy. I know it’s bad for me to say this but I cannot help it anymore. Someone in my family I used to hate so much has done something to make me hate him again. Previously, he lied to me once and then there were many more lies after that but I still believed him. It amuses him that I still believed what he told me. I felt like I was made fun of and my stupidity was a joke to him. Till one day I was so mad that I didn’t acknowledge him when he came to my house. I didn’t even want to look at his face. Later, I told my sis,” I will never speak to him again until he apologise to me!!!” But that took him a long time just to say the word ‘sorry’. Why is it so hard to apologise huh? Ego? Is that it?

Then last Sunday, when R was teaching my 14 years old cousin, H, how to use the guitar tuner, he took the guitar away from R and started to tune the guitar. I know he has excellent guitar skills but that doesn’t mean R is not as good. Was he trying to show off his skills in front of R? I was mad but I didn’t want to create a scene. In fact, H personally told me that he wanted R to help and not BIL. And I think R and H have never spoken to each other before. Funny huh! H and his 2 younger brothers are so close to me that they’d rather be with me than BIL. That was probably why he trusted me and R more than my BIL. And the fact that my cousins love me, they will love R too.

Anyway, I told my parents before that I don’t really like BIL since the lying incident. That was actually the time I started to dislike him and his childish attitude. He’s always that irritating sometimes. If you know him long enough, you’ll know. However, I can never avoid him totally coz he’s already a part of my family.

R, I apologise for his rudeness...