F***
You guessed wrong. It's FEAR!
On Tuesday evening, we were watching a video on a counselling session done by students from the previous semester. It was hilarious. Their storyline was way out. But the girl who cried was extraordinary. I’m so impressed. Hey, I’m not an Oscar award winning actress. I don’t think I can shed tears for such role plays.
Since I laughed at them, I guess I deserve retribution. I have to pair up with H for the role play. It all resulted from coming back late from tea break. Darn! We shouldn’t have left the classroom. But I was so hungry, I just need a bite. The minute we stepped into the classroom, Mr Naidu said,”Ok! The 2 girls who came back late will be next.” Then I thought, THAT was the end of the world.
I have a serious problem with stage fright. My hands started trembling. Both H and I were so terrified. I whispered to H,“How, how, how? Do u have a story to tell? Who’ll become the client? Who’ll become the counselor? I’m so scared. I dunno what to say. I think I can tell my friend’s story. I’ll just amend a little. Oh my God! It’s drawing nearer. The guys are finishing soon. But don’t worry, we’ll do just fine. We just need to face our fears. But how now? I want to run away. Help me!”. Within 5 mins, we had to come up with a storyline and a rough script. Gosh! That was so pressurizing.
That abnormal yet overwhelming feeling of anxiety was so intense the second I lift my arse off that seat. You can imagine how I dragged my feet to the front of the class and make a fool of myself. It’s embarrassing. My classmates were laughing at us. But they said that I kept my cool. U-uh! They have no idea how my heart was beating at its top speed.
But, hey, we did it! Mr Naidu said that we did good. I’m so proud of H and myself. However, this is not the end. The actual exam will be held next month. I hope I won't die of a heart attack. Pray for me please....
Hmm...I've yet to post my Dinner & Dance pics. You'll love it!
On Tuesday evening, we were watching a video on a counselling session done by students from the previous semester. It was hilarious. Their storyline was way out. But the girl who cried was extraordinary. I’m so impressed. Hey, I’m not an Oscar award winning actress. I don’t think I can shed tears for such role plays.
Since I laughed at them, I guess I deserve retribution. I have to pair up with H for the role play. It all resulted from coming back late from tea break. Darn! We shouldn’t have left the classroom. But I was so hungry, I just need a bite. The minute we stepped into the classroom, Mr Naidu said,”Ok! The 2 girls who came back late will be next.” Then I thought, THAT was the end of the world.
I have a serious problem with stage fright. My hands started trembling. Both H and I were so terrified. I whispered to H,“How, how, how? Do u have a story to tell? Who’ll become the client? Who’ll become the counselor? I’m so scared. I dunno what to say. I think I can tell my friend’s story. I’ll just amend a little. Oh my God! It’s drawing nearer. The guys are finishing soon. But don’t worry, we’ll do just fine. We just need to face our fears. But how now? I want to run away. Help me!”. Within 5 mins, we had to come up with a storyline and a rough script. Gosh! That was so pressurizing.
That abnormal yet overwhelming feeling of anxiety was so intense the second I lift my arse off that seat. You can imagine how I dragged my feet to the front of the class and make a fool of myself. It’s embarrassing. My classmates were laughing at us. But they said that I kept my cool. U-uh! They have no idea how my heart was beating at its top speed.
But, hey, we did it! Mr Naidu said that we did good. I’m so proud of H and myself. However, this is not the end. The actual exam will be held next month. I hope I won't die of a heart attack. Pray for me please....
Hmm...I've yet to post my Dinner & Dance pics. You'll love it!
8 Comments:
i have very very very terrible stage fright too! it's indescribable... and thanks for the link to the correct pronunciation! so sweeeeet of you ;D
hey lambchop! it's been a while since you leave your footprints here. hehe..i know my posts aren't interesting nowadays.
no inspiration + no time to blog = lousy posts
haha...oh, i've been using this online dictionary for quite sometime. it really helps! :)
oh no, sugar! how can you say that =(
i've been reading but 99% of the time i don't hv anything smart to say. it's me lah. =(
i'm sorry lambchop!! i didn't mean it...really!!
see, SEE! i'm here more than once a day, LOL!!!!
LOL!! :D
i've got stagefright too.. havent performed/spoken in public & in front of an audience for donkey years already.. haizz... HEhe.
Wah u glad for you babes!
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