loneliness freaks me out...

I’ve been having sleepless nights. The dreams I had for the past few days clearly reflect my worst fears. I knew I’m terribly disturbed. I wouldn’t know what would happen to me if this goes on. It must be the things that I’ve been thinking and unable to express not even to R. It scares me when I wake up and could find no one.

But I decided to let it out, partly, to J. She could sense it no matter how I hard I try to hide it. Then again, I’m horrible at hiding my feelings.

I hope listening to Bee Gees could make me sleep soundly tonight....



Too Much Heaven ~ Bee Gees

Nobody gets too much heaven no more.
It's much harder to come by.
I'm waiting in line.
Nobody gets too much love anymore.
It's as high as a mountain
and harder to climb.

Oh, you and me, girl.
got a lot of love in store.
And it flows through you
and it flows through me.
And I love you so much more
than my life.

I can see beyond forever.
Everything we are will never die.
Loving's such a beautiful thing.
Oh, you make my world a summer day.
Are you just a dream to fade away?

Nobody gets too much heaven no more.
It's much harder to come by.
I'm waiting in line.
Nobody gets too much love anymore.
It's as high as a mountain
and harder to climb.

You and me, girl, got a highway to the sky.
We can turn away from the night and day
and the tears we had to cry.

You're my life.
I can see a new tomorrow.
Everything we are will never die.
Loving's such a beautiful thing.
When you are to me the light above,
made for all to see our precious love.

Nobody gets too much heaven no more.
It's much harder to come by.
I'm waiting in line.
Nobody gets too much love anymore.
It's as high as a mountain
and harder to climb.

Oh..

Loving’s such a beautiful thing.
You make my world a summer day.
Are you just a dream to fade away?

Nobody gets too much heaven no more.
It's much harder to come by.
I'm waiting in line.
Nobody gets too much love anymore.
It's as wide as a river
and harder to cross.

Nobody gets too much heaven no more.
It's much harder to come by.
I'm waiting in line.
Nobody gets too much love anymore.
It's as high as a mountain
and harder to climb.

Nobody gets...