Sob..sob..

I came home today to find out that one of my father’s fishes was attacked horribly. It was attacked by the other fishes, just like what a cannibal would do. Only that this fish is still alive. The more I look at it, the more it hurts. I’m so sad and I cried because it has no more tail and a large part of its flesh was torn up. Now it depends mostly on its little fins. It cannot swim like before anymore. I know it must be in a lot of pain right now but there’s nothing I could do. Nothing. I feel so helpless…

I told my dad that it might not live long. However, I thought there must be a way to save its life. Seriously, we are just counting the days, waiting for it to rest in peace.

Ever since my father started this hobby, I’ve never felt like this even when I see those fishes died one by one, or when they committed suicide. This is like torture to my heart. My mother refused look at the fish. She said that she would be very sad and it would hurt her a lot. How can I not cry?

By the way, I’m not going to publish its picture. I can't bear to even take its picture.

Really Random

• I was really ill for 5 days and NO MC given (as usual).
• Noticed favouritsm at work. Sucks BIG TIME!
• Witnessed my baby cousin get married over the last weekend. The most beautiful bride I’ve seen so far. She looked just like Tamara Bleszynski. Absolutely stunning!
• Met up with a friend. She’s late for almost an hour. I HATE LATECOMERS!!!!
• Met my colleague on my off day to replace her lost NTUClink card. She’s late for 1/2hr.
• The next latecomer is really going to get a GOOD scolding from me. I MEAN IT!!
• Thought of imposing a penalty for these people, i.e. 1 min late = $1
• Bought a new screen protector for my LOUSY O2 Mini.
• Bought a step-by-step guide on Pilates. I really need this.
• My Maple character is so cute with the new hairdo.
• Thought of quitting school. Cannot decide & confused, really really confused.
• A schoolmate insulted & questioned my religion. DAMN PISSED! I don’t insult your religion, don’t insult mine!
• Thought of learning driving. I need a car! Workplace is really too far. It’s tiring. I cannot take it anymore.
• I hate Asians who pretend to sound like an ang moh.
• I want Olympus mju700!
• Planning a weekend getaway mid of next month with one of my colleagues. I cannot wait. Desperately need to rejuvenate.
• Roadshow coming up end of August.
• Commission getting worse. Eating grass in September. Sob sob…

My hero....

Some of my colleagues told me that Superman is not their favourite superhero. They said that he didn’t have many powers besides being able to fly as fast as the speed of light. I don’t agree. Maybe because I’ve always adored him ever since I knew that there was Superman. His powers include flight, super strength, invulnerability, super speed, vision powers (including x-ray, heat, telescopic, infra-red, and microscopic vision), super photographic memory, super hearing, and super breath, which enables him to freeze objects by blowing on them. So who said he didn’t have many powers?

Besides his red undies, I still think he’s the most gorgeous superhero. I’m soooo in love with him right now! Hahahaaa…Brandon Routh is definitely the perfect person for Superman Returns. And the visual effects, it was fantastic, especially when Superman uses his vision powers like x-ray. Even though the storyline was predictable, I feel that this is one of the best movies so far.

And I don’t mind watching it the second time…. :)

Electric Guitars...

My BIL was on the front page of yesterday's Berita Harian. I didn't expect that at all. I didn't even know that he was interviewed. And my mom was so excited that she showed me the newspaper just before I step my foot into the bathroom that morning. Buat terperanjat orang je! Ingatkan sapa lah!

So he had 17 electric guitars. Tsk..tsk..tsk. Darling, go and buy 15 more classical guitars. Lawan dier!! Hahahaa...

I have been tagged...again

I have been tagged! (by Lambchop)

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints
2. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged
3. Start your post with "I have been tagged!"

Favourites
favourite colour: has always been blue, but now pink! haha..
favourite food: anything sweet...
favourite song: none at the moment
favourite movie: has always been 'The Goonies'
favourite sport: sometimes I'll watch golf at night, does it mean that it's my fav sport? hmm..
favourite day of the week: Saturday (only if I'm not working)
favourite season: spring
favourite ice-cream: vanilla

Currents
current mood: excited (not from doing this tag though, lol!)
current taste: cough syrup
current clothes: pajamas
current desktop: my personal laptop from Samsung
current toenails: natural, no varnish, nothing...
current time: 12.20am
current surroundings: on my bed, in my bedroom
current annoyances: my noisy fan...
current thoughts: "Do I have to work tomorrow?"

Firsts
first best friends: Elaine and Daphne, from my primary school days...haha
first crush: hmm...one of the cutest guy in secondary school, but he's not cute anymore.
first movie: cannot remember *scratch head*
first lie: must be during my early years. My mom would feed me and I'd spit my food on the toilet floor. Stupid me. I dunno how to lie.
first music: haha...no idea

Lasts
last cigarette: dun smoke
last drink(alcohol): dun drink
last car ride: uncle's car to my sis place
last crush: hahahahaaaa...I remembered falling so madly in love with darling's voice even though I've no idea how he looked like. That was during our first phonecall. That was definitely a crush...lol~
last movie: Just My Luck
last phone call: a customer...
last CD played: It's gotta be a compilation CD of classical music.

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: nope
have you ever broken the law: nope
have you ever been arrested: nope
have you ever skinny-dipped: nope
have you ever been on tv: err..nope
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope, duh!

5 things you are wearing: panties, camisole, shorts...and 2 rings! sleeping soon ah..
4 things you have done today: cough, cough, cough & cough...
3 things you can hear right now: just 2 - fan blowing & clock ticking(yes, it's that loud)...
1 thing you do when you are bored: daydream...

I now tag: no one coz I know they cannot be bothered to do these things...lolz~

Angry angry angry....

Bad encounters for the past 2 days. Felt like pointing my middle finger at them, felt like punching them in their faces. Those idiots have really ‘made my day’.

On Friday, I had a bad encounter with a taxi driver by TransCab. I swore never to step in their cabs ever again. The minute I step in his cab, he was already pulling a long face and asking my desired destination in a very harsh voice. When I was about to reach my workplace, I told him to keep left so that it’s nearer for me, but he shouted at me "NO, NO, NO!!!" and kept driving on the right lane and alighted me 50 meters away. Why would I take a cab then? So I opened the door as big as I can and SLAMMED it. And I mean I really SLAMMED the door with all my might. I should’ve taken down his name and plate number and made a complaint. Idiot driver!

Then I had several idiot customers at work. I’d rather not go into details. Makes me want to fcuk them upside down.

A movie outing with my colleagues was cancelled. Boring! So went out with L for dinner at Far East. On our way to Wisma Atria, there was a ‘hit n run’ with a man, about 1.8 meters tall, rather big built carrying a haversack. The whole of my left arm felt numb after that, so u can imagine the impact. He didn’t even say sorry. Another idiot on the loose!

On my way home, the idiot bus driver told me to move in by just saying " Oi, oi, oi!" and with a hand gesture. So bloody rude! He’s damn rude! The reason I was standing there was because I couldn’t move in lah, you idiot! So I stand beside him and stared at him. I don’t care. I was searching for his name but he didn’t display it on purpose. Bus number 700A, TIB 738 M. So I took it down.

The thing about these people, they are so bloody rude even with their own people. And I don’t believe they are holding a World Bank conference here in Singapore. With those idiots around, how is Singapore going to project their image? Sigh…give up lah!

Saturday…bad encounter with an idiot customer. I really felt like slapping her, man. Even my other colleague says so. Other than that, I think Saturday is a much better day.

Let’s sidetrack a little bit. I’ve just gotten my medical results. And I found out that my cholesterol level is almost reaching borderline. This worries me so much. Gotta watch what I eat now. Sob sob…

Right now, I'm just missing my darling. Seems like we've not seen each other for a long time already. When can I see you again sweetheart? :)